last night
i and my brother discussed !
cos there r so many misunderstandsings between me and my parents ~ they dun get what i mean .. n so do i ! haha
and i did discuss so many things inside my mind wif my brother ..he is younger than me but is more mature than me .... :)
he did point me out some things which is lack in me ! is being positive minded !
he suggest me to do 4 things 1) to meditate
2) to reduce my anger
3) to reduce my pride
4) to see others with positive minded
:) there r 4 assignments i need to do for this semester.... and he warned me ..dun hope too much or dun wanna get the things back ( means feelings , helps and so on ) from ppl
he is my teacher now .. he says when i come back again ..if he is still in myanmar ..he will check me out whether i ve prgress or not ! hahaha
but anyhow ... i will do the 4 assignments wif respect !bro ... i love u !thnc for the advice too =)
thnc my mum too ...any how she says she will b always my fan ! haha !
my father ..huhh i dun know ! i feel blank on him ! whenever he look at me ..i dun know why .. i dun c anyth but a blank !
but he is the person who stand stronger than anybody else for me !but i feel blank !
more... i feel that i need love more than now for my family ! i dun wanan go back on sat ! now thursday alr ! but i dun wanan go back !
wish i can love on people more than now ! and hope to get love back ! ( hrmm i hope again ! hahaha)
about hope ..
my brother warned me ! i ve to look things as passed by .. dun hope too much ! cos he says even if i ask, there won't be response ! but do wat i wanna do and do wat i think is right to do ! and my side is finished ,,( my task is finished)
yo yo ~~ anyhow o found my ambition ..
yet ... i need strength for my ambition ....
i want my partner be the same view on the world as me ...... wish will get the mature love soon ( from my lover.. from my friends... i want some of them)
but just wish ..... there can many things be happen ..... may be not same or yes ... jus wish .. if it does not happen ..no matter ... i will try to look the way they r....
=)
i now doing the reading diary for the books i ve read ... in my book there got summary, comments and my feelings towards the writer... cos some books i treasure and i want the memories to keep....
jus now i m reading the autobiograohy of a russian poet " mayakovsky " ( i will check spelling soon)
his life is full of hatrate....
but duno why.. i m really interesting in him ! he is strong ! :D
and ... one th is i m shocked today cos i found my teacher wif his 2nd wife ,,, but is the th ve to happen also :D he was lonely those days n got hurt in mind from his first wife who he divoced
congratulation sir ! ( but i dare not speak to him that ..cos he will consider as no respect ..any how ,,, he intro her to us )
hrmm life is full of many miracles :D haha
hrmm ... may b i will ve a miracle soon?
OMG i ve some things to do still
omg i jus remember those 6 things to do now !
and the internet access rate is extremely slow ! it is suck ! haha
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last night
i and my brother discussed !
cos there r so many misunderstandsings between me and my parents ~ they dun get what i mean .. n so do i ! haha
and i did discuss so many things inside my mind wif my brother ..he is younger than me but is more mature than me .... :)
he did point me out some things which is lack in me ! is being positive minded !
he suggest me to do 4 things 1) to meditate
2) to reduce my anger
3) to reduce my pride
4) to see others with positive minded
:) there r 4 assignments i need to do for this semester.... and he warned me ..dun hope too much or dun wanna get the things back ( means feelings , helps and so on ) from ppl
he is my teacher now .. he says when i come back again ..if he is still in myanmar ..he will check me out whether i ve prgress or not ! hahaha
but anyhow ... i will do the 4 assignments wif respect !bro ... i love u !thnc for the advice too =)
thnc my mum too ...any how she says she will b always my fan ! haha !
my father ..huhh i dun know ! i feel blank on him ! whenever he look at me ..i dun know why .. i dun c anyth but a blank !
but he is the person who stand stronger than anybody else for me !but i feel blank !
more... i feel that i need love more than now for my family ! i dun wanan go back on sat ! now thursday alr ! but i dun wanan go back !
wish i can love on people more than now ! and hope to get love back ! ( hrmm i hope again ! hahaha)
about hope ..
my brother warned me ! i ve to look things as passed by .. dun hope too much ! cos he says even if i ask, there won't be response ! but do wat i wanna do and do wat i think is right to do ! and my side is finished ,,( my task is finished)
yo yo ~~ anyhow o found my ambition ..
yet ... i need strength for my ambition ....
i want my partner be the same view on the world as me ...... wish will get the mature love soon ( from my lover.. from my friends... i want some of them)
but just wish ..... there can many things be happen ..... may be not same or yes ... jus wish .. if it does not happen ..no matter ... i will try to look the way they r....
=)
i now doing the reading diary for the books i ve read ... in my book there got summary, comments and my feelings towards the writer... cos some books i treasure and i want the memories to keep....
jus now i m reading the autobiograohy of a russian poet " mayakovsky " ( i will check spelling soon)
his life is full of hatrate....
but duno why.. i m really interesting in him ! he is strong ! :D
and ... one th is i m shocked today cos i found my teacher wif his 2nd wife ,,, but is the th ve to happen also :D he was lonely those days n got hurt in mind from his first wife who he divoced
congratulation sir ! ( but i dare not speak to him that ..cos he will consider as no respect ..any how ,,, he intro her to us )
hrmm life is full of many miracles :D haha
hrmm ... may b i will ve a miracle soon?
OMG i ve some things to do still
omg i jus remember those 6 things to do now !
and the internet access rate is extremely slow ! it is suck ! haha